it felt like part of me wanted to die, part of me doesn't have a reason to live, and it made me very sad, scared and upset, it was distant, but still, it was there, I don't know what to do with it, it's hard to know what to do with things you can't quite grasp. it's like seeing a shadow in the dark, you can see the outline, kind of, it's distorted, you don't know where it really is, where it's coming from, if it's friendly or if it's foe....just not sure what to do, so i do what i've been doing, just going along, keep going, keep trying..........even if i'm not really in it....keep going.........
i've been trapped in this for three years........
i dont want to do it anymore
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