sailing my vesel

i was neuroticaly obsessed worried and panicking baout this weekend, i had no one that i'm familiar with to contact, i did find a new crisis center number, thankfully i haven't had to really call any of them, i went to the mall, saw a movie, bought some things on clearance, had lunch, went home, took a nap...went to church today, still not sure why i keep going, i stopped at a store to look for things for my experiemental sculpture class, and now i'm on the ocmputer, going home sometime soon i suppose, have parades tomorrow....